Today is ............

SOOOOOOOO hard :(

Why???

Why is it that some days are easy and seem to normal. And then others I could just break down and cry at my desk. Sometimes it makes me feel so selfish being sad. I just think that I should be happy because you are in a much better, happier place where you should be. I just miss being able to call you for any random reason. Or just show up to hang out and you would drop anything you were doing to spend time with me.
:(

Pictures...

I added these pictures on here yesterday of you. It just reminds me just how loving and happy you were. Such a free spirit, never caring what others thought, always following your faith, and treating others like gold. You were such a special person who is missed in this world. We love you so much and will continue living forever with you in our hearts.

So almost 6 months and I feel like time is moving too fast. We have your house on the market and I am not ready to let it go. I don't think I could handle having the one thing that is left of you leaving this family. I just want to keep it forever. It smells like you and everything in it is you!!!

26 years......

And I have never had a birthday without you. I know that you are in my heart and are really here with me...I love you mom!!!!
Thanks for decorating my bedroom door EVERY YEAR and always making my birthday so special! ;)